baby steps

I don’t need to know. I don’t need to find some altruistic meaning. I don’t need to hold on to bad, hurt, painful, or vengeful feelings. I can turn poison in to medicine when the need arises. Some of this may seem hard to swallow, but let me put this in context. I am meeting with my mother on Saturday, for the first time in around 3 years. It is not my place to have an expectation of anyone one else. I can let them be them and do my own thing. I hope someone can use this some how.