finding focus

As I have said in earlier postings I am working kind of three goals discipline, balance, and peace. I have been practicing imbalance for about three weeks. I have lost focus on my goals and floundered a bit. The good news is that normally in this situation I would stray greatly and swing like a pendulum in extreme fashion because I am practiced at this. I have not gone backward I just stalled for a moment. I feel my focus return. I am still down 50lbs. this is a measure of my progress but not the goal itself. I am learning to adjust to change. I have been like I am for a long time and change is good but strange. I hope everyone who has contact with this is well and is getting everything from the world you need.